I am sooo tired of being tired. I need to sleep, but I can't turn my brain off, and wouldn't you know, it is always ALWAYS negative. Satan in all his glory. Making me less than I am, less than i could or should be. Putting his nasty two cents in and somehow overwriting all the possitive things that I am doing for myself, though Him that gives me strenth. I am learning to meditate, I am learning to chant my mantra to myself, i am learning that doing the times table throught the 12's is helpful. I can't hear him if i am concentrating on numbers. As my friend Joanne says, numbers never lie. If I listen to numbers, think of them, then truth wins over Satan's lies. Truth always always wins, but sometimes it takes longer than i want. Beth Moore, a Christian women's leader says that MY truth is the sum of my experiences and thoughts. God's truth is imutable. My truth, alone, can be wrong, and even a big lie, but His truth is always the only truth. It is only through His truth that mine can be brought into line with what is the whole truth. I think I have a lot to work on, giving Him my experiences so that the light shines and turns my truth into our truth.